this year i haven't been here much. i was busy with work and stuff, and since i don't really take photos anymore.. you get the picture.
if last year i spent my days in istanbul and prague, this year i got to know my own country a little better. not that i was much interested, but so it happens when company is true. you kinda enjoy anything. so, i took my backpack and my boy, just like Florica told me to, and went to the seaside. watching the sunrise, hearing nothing but the sea and holding the hand of the one you love... i'll hold those moments in my heart forever, 'cause well, again like Florica said, those moments are the only things i'll take from this world. and between me and him, even if we're just friends now, a bond was made, and i'm happy to think that after all that we've been through we're still so close.
this is life. you go around, see things, meet people, have a smoke, some lovin' and move on, more confident, much stronger. that if you focus on the moment you're living, you can be happy and you can enjoy all the beautiful things around you. of course dark days will come, but there are also a lot of bright ones.
i think my happiest moment this year, was while walking around one night in Bucharest, standing between my boyfriend and my ex, i took both of them by the hand and walked like that for a while. to know that they are here for me as i am for them, and to see them getting along so well, to see them laying their heads on my shoulders.. the most beautiful moment i ever had in my life. and i'm thankful for it.
i'm lucky to have them, i'm lucky to have Florica and a lot of many other beautiful people that are always by my side (that includes you too, LL).
i suppose, for the first time, i wasn't behind the camera.. i was just living the picture..